Where are you going ?

Apparently nowhere. 

I am here to stay. I meant my blog is here to stay. I always crave for more freedom in tweaking the codes here and there and at wordpress, there’s no fun at all. My fingers are itchy. Feels like i am being tied up to a tree. While it is comforting in a sense, shady and cool but you just can’t pluck the fresh apples above your head. Or throw a stone at the passerby. Or pee on the grass. Or … you get the idea.

Sometimes i feel the computers really have messed up with the human brain. My brain. When working on the pc, there’s an undo function. Click it and the error’s gone. If it is way too much to be corrected, you can just create a new file anyway. Start afresh. Start new. So people tell. Life’s short. You only live once. But are life that simple ?

Yeah, i know. It’s a very challenging times now. I hardly make up my mind quick enough that i sometimes annoyed those waiters at the Mamak outlets. The menus’ are endless. And insane. Now you can find 13 types of Roti alone and you can hardly identify which roti you’re ordering for. One shop in Alor Setar have Roti Helikopter. Can you even imagine how it’s gonna be like ? If Roti Pisang have bananas chopped in it, what about Roti Mamak ? 

Sometimes we wished we had made different decisions, take an alternate path. When times are difficult, we often feels it would be easy to take the way out – stripped all that existed and replace with something new. So, when i decided to shift the blog to a new address, i was hoping just that. I would be better, more steadfast in writing up. 

Then i realised, it doesn’t actually matters. What does is your attitude. If you want it, you’ll do it. It’s that simple. It’s all in your mind. When times is hard, i am not asking you to endure. Let us be strong, and at the same time, have a positive outlook. Feed yourself with those passionate words, keep it inside your chest. Burn up those desires. Then you’ll have the steam to go further. 

So what am i thinking when i had that idea ? I am just being silly. Now i won’t be.